So hungry. Can't eat. 9.7 on waking, though. 9.7! Are the increased meds working at last??? Stay tuned

I've lost three kilos in three weeks. Do not congratulate me. I wish I could wholly attribute this slimming miracle to my suddenly extremely diligent diet, but weight loss is a symptom of hyperglycaemia. And losing your appetite is a symptom of having what for want of a better description I shall call having a nervous breakdown. (Shrink tomorrow. ( Read more... )

Suddenly, maddeningly, losing the ability to parse English. After too much writing, the brain finally gets ticked off and shuts down the reading comprehension module. Probably this is more likely to happen when the damn lump of sentient silken tofu is already overloaded to begin with. To bed to bed l'chaim

In terrible shape, but working on the novel nonetheless. It's going to the agent next week come hell or high water. Have finally resolved the bloody languages problem yey.

I really need to take some time off from the sociopolitical stuff generally, don't I? So I shall. No more until *&%*(&% Gally. Instead I'll just look at pictures of snakes wearing hats.

I have the rampaging thoughts tonight. Parking some of them here, just to get them out of my system ( Read more... )

Good shrink appointment. All the things that've happened in the last year or so, all the changes and events, for good or ill - no wonder my brain went "pop". Overload, no input, no thinking. It's resolving by itself; I'll see el shrink again in a week for a checkup.

Shrink appointment at 5 this evening. All breathe a sigh of relief. :)

omg poor Jon, I just keep saying random things!

"Die Verschmelzung von verschiedenen tierischen Elementen wurde gewissermßen als normwidrig oder sogar als monströs empfunden and daher des öfteren bei furchtbaren dämonischen Gestalten verwendet. So ist z.B. die Totenfresserin aus Krokodilskopf, Löwenkorper und Nilpferdhinterteil zusammengesetzt."
And here's a picture:


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